Nabil Houari

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“I was nearly pathologically afraid of abandonment and so I’d repeatedly picked people who were absolutely incapable of giving me what I needed, to ensure I was never really at risk of substantial loss.”

“I’m abandoning everything! everything! and that way I won’t be abandoned-”

“I’m so afraid of losing…

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I had a nightmare today.

A woman in their 40s.

Listening to me and a friend play a cute love song on guitar.

My friend pinches me and points at her.

She’s in her computer flipping through pictures of herself when she was young.

Remembering her lovers and when she…

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Nabil Houari

Nabil Houari

In the lines between fiction and reality. I blog about being both sensitive and evil.